Shiver: A One Way Love

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    Ahh. Ehh. Hello there guys. I ended a blogging "pause" because I want to fulfill a request from a girl. You now know that there is a girl who asked me if I have a feelings on her and I said yes. So if Toy Story 1 has Toy Story 2, Age of Ultron has Infinity War and Engame, or Noli Me Tangere has El Filibusterismo, then L.O.V.E (if you want to read it, this is the link: https://rbcruzada.blogspot.com/2020/08/love-not-acronym.html) will be having a Part 2 named Shiver: A One Way Love (named after a Coldplay song that was released 20 years ago). 

    After that, we always talk every night from I think  9:00 pm to 11:00 pm or 12:00 mn. She is always active every night while me, I'm active all day (I didn't turn off active status in Messenger). We always talk every thing like our celebrity crushes (well she observed that I have too many crushes not just celebrities but female athletes and I said that I have too many "favorites"), his favorite classmates (she said none), about her excitement in BTS or in Blackpink (well she is not a fan of Blackpink. she is fan of another Kpop girl group called Twice), why they will bash other people (especially Lakers Fans) wearing or using Purple (FYI: Lakers use Purple and Gold since the 60s  so that is also our color BTS Army #LakeShow 💛💜💛💜), and how the both of us miss our school. We don't talk too may because I don't know what we will talked about (that is one of my weakness, I don't know what topic we could talk about). 

    Why "one way love"? Because she knows that I have feeling on her (and she is not angry on me) but I don't know if she have feelings on me. And I have freakingly no idea if why I am too eager to know it (RB, you are not in a race, so slow down). I think I am optimistic, she is REALISTIC (woah, big word). You know, I am a guy that is afraid of rejection because I somewhat suffer it too many times and I have "grudge" to the people who rejected me and I don't want to have a "grudge" or to have a revenge on her because she is one of the nicest girls I know. But I think my advise to myself is don't force her or she will be angry to you.

(Girl, if you will read this, please don't be angry at me or block me on messenger)

Your Guy,

Ramueeeeeeeeel

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