L.O.V.E (Not A Acronym)

     Love, love, love. That is always on my life. I love my family. They love me. I love my friends. They also super duper love me. But let's talk about love and my lovelife. 

    Yeah, love for me is a great thing. I am here because my mom and dad love each other. Because of love, I live my life. Love is not just about family, loved ones and friends, it's also about the environment and you're society. What I am trying to say is love is everywhere. So love your family, love your friends, love Philippines, and love Earth. That's what we need right now.   

    But let's talk about my "lovelife". Since I was born in 2003, I have never had a serious or even not serious relationship (in short, No Girlfriend Since Birth {shorter, NGSB}). But hey, the list of my crushes is like a grocery receipt, too many to count. I have a crush since I was Day Care (yeah good ol' days) until now. Well, I am a guy that is easily attracted to girls (and I think I have some problems with that). But hey, I think there will be a girl that will say to me that she like me, but that could be in the near future. I repeat not now, but in the near future. Coz, as of now, I am attach to studies, caring my family and friends (in fact, I have boys and girls bestfriends) , and supporting my favorite sports team. And then, there's a plot twist in my love life.

    Friday night. A usual night. I send my newly published blog to my patrons (actually, these are my 3 classmates and just like a newsletter on email) about Paramore (if you like to read it, this is the link: https://rbcruzada.blogspot.com/2020/08/my-favorite-bands-part-1-paramore.html). Then I send it to a brave and beautiful girl, some chit-chats. And then, at exactly 8:49 PM, she asked me if I still have feelings on her (You heard it right, friends. For the first time in my lifetime, there is a girl who asked me if I have feelings on her). Woah. My reaction is just woah. I was like okay, that is amazing. And I will never lie to this girl, so I said "What if I told you that I have a feelings in you?" (ESPN 30 for 30 voice) and then I said sorry. She said it's "okay". She told me that she is not angry and she will not avoid me in school or in other places or in chat (Unlike other girls. They will avoid you and be angry if you confess your feelings. That is the hard part of the society, especially to boys like me who is weird and childlike). Yeah, I am happy about that. And then I ask if she will allow me to court her and she said that she will think first. And then I said that is my first time that a girl ask me if I have feelings on her and she said "Don't be hopeful. I have no intentions to hurt you." and I was like "Oh, its okay" and I said that love is just like a penalty shootout in soccer (or football) you will hit, you will miss, you will be happy and you will be sad. And then next day, she said "No". I was like "Okay. I will wait you." (Don't bother ghourl. I am different to other guys. I will wait for you). I think just like me, she has also commitments, so as of now, No. And she likes me not to be serious.

    What can I say about that is that is unexpected and I was like I took it neutral (but dominantly serious). And just like my belief, love can wait, study and love your parents first before you give it to your significant other. 

Your Friend,

Ramueeeeeeeel