Surprise! My Arc Reactor Could Be Fixed Somehow

     "Just surprise me"
     - The girl that I've met days ago

     I wish I will gonna live up to that. Hello guys and gals. Today, I will gonna share a first that I do in the past few days. As always, I hope you will have a great time reading this. Without further ado, here it is.

      Well, even if my plans for Valentine's somehow worked, I think that there will be no way that she will gonna love me too. Even if our common friend said that I should focus my attention on other girls and my world shouldn't revolve around her. So I feel lonely, especially when I realized that our convo 2 days before Valentine's is just false hope…

      So now, we will gonna play a game called "What did Ramuel do?"

Is it:
      A. Cried in the corner while doing his laundry.
      B. Throws some things in the ground because he is angry.
      C. Participate in a blind date.

      If your answer is C then you are correct. You win bragging rights. Clap. Clap. Clap.

      Yes, you heard that damn right. I participated in a blind date. I will gonna set you the scene, the student council of First-Year students in my university organized an event for singles that are ready to mingle. We, the participants answered a Google form for that event (I almost answered the form for singing. LOL) so we could be registered. Because of that form, we also set our codename. Mine is Bwoken0824. And then, hours before the event, they gave us the Zoom code (I wish next time, it should be Google Meet. I will explain it later.), the background that we could use, invitation, and the house rules that we will gonna follow at that night. Well, I'll be honest, I am tense. My hands and feet are ice cold. Like, minutes before the event, I changed my shirt 3 times, settling on a white collared T-shirt that is manufactured by a Golfing equipment company. And then came 6:30. The program has started and from the get-go, I have problems with my internet connection. I almost answered a question but was nullified because I was too slow typing the answer in the chatbox(I was tensed man). And then instead of continuing with the games, they proceeded to allocate us to a Breakout Room, a feature of Zoom (in my case twice. You know the reason). I was allocated to a girl that has a long codename (don't bother. Her codename doesn't have space so no worries.). Not just that, she is also on the committee of that said event and said that she only joined because the girls in that event are only a few. We're shy with each other. Like, we laugh, talk and realized that Breakout Room is not forever. And after that, we continued with games for pairs. She lifted me on that event that we won the pair of the night. The problem is, I left the meeting because of a bad internet connection and I fixed our laptop. (I guess the magic of Fairy Godmother is timed too) And then, I messaged her on Gmail because I still don't know her Facebook. She said the bad news and I said I feel bad about that and that is the start of our connection.

      I have things that I loved about her. One, she is enjoyable to talk to. She also enjoys my company, and I'm flattered. Next is she super interested in me. She always asked how is my day, if I'm alright. Anything about me. Another thing is she is willing to accept all of my characteristics, even if we knew each other for 5 days. And last, she likes me. Yeah, she deleted that chat and said that I shouldn't bother about it but, how I shouldn't bother if that is the first time that I received it from a girl? How? To be honest, all of the things that she does to me is super duper sweet. This is the first time that I am receiving this thing from the opposite sex. Sometimes, I still don't know what I will gonna reply to her. It's unbelievable. I think, she could fix my broken heart (or arc reactor if you are a geek). I hope our friendship will bloom into something. Lastly, I hope that she will be surprised by this blog.

      Before I end this blog, please no to war. I hope we will find peace and love with each other. I hope Ukraine will get their freedom again. I also hope that Russia will get the sanctions that it deserved. #United

      As always, I hope you will gonna appreciate and love my blogs. Take care people. I wish you enjoy my company. God bless you and your family. Peace. Love. See you on the next blog. And before I end this blog, here is a lyric from a song that is used in Supernatural, my favourite TV show. Adios.

"… Carry on, my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more"
- Kansas (Carry on Wayward Son, 1976)

Your guy,
Ramueeeeeeeel