Letting You Go

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    Hello guys. This is the time. This is the damn time. To let go of my feelings to a girl that I loved. I just want to forget her. I think this could be the hardest blog to write, but still, I will give my best to write this. Without further ado, let do this.

    This has been in process in my mind in the past few weeks. I think what is happening to me right now is happening to me in the past. Like I've done anything that I could do, but still not pay off. She has said to me that to never hope for anything, but look at me, I'm still hoping, but now I have nothing. Look, I have no words about my feelings for that girl so this could be so short (and sorry for the wrong grammar). I think I've made up my mind to let her go. 

    To that girl, hi. How are you? I know you have been busy these past few days so this is the only thing that I can talk to you about. To be clear, I have no intentions to make some trouble with you. I think I just want to settle and have closure for you. I think you know that I love you since we are in Grade 11, but I think this is the time to let go of my feelings to you. I think you are now out of reach for me. I think I am missing big on your standards. You really said to me before that to never hope for us, but I still hope. I was really not of your standards. You like mature men and I am the inverse of it. Like the real inverse. Even if you've rejected me, I still do my 100% efforts for you, but I think it is not enough. It looks like I am chasing a 100 point lead in basketball. I guess, even if I don't want to, I just want to rest my heart and forget some bad memories. I will just focus on the things that I love like my family, friends, blogging, and studying.

    To conclude, I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I am always bothering you. I'm sorry that I've hope something will happen even if it is rarer than a blue moon. I also want to thank you for being a great inspiration for me to do my best in everything. You always make me smile when I talk to you. You are a great history for me, but not my destiny. I guess friends are better for us. I also guess that I think I should never rush things like love. 

    Phew. I made it. Even if it's hard. I think the reason why blogging is existing because you can express your feelings, even if it is happy or sad. I think I will be a better person when I let go of some things. I wish that you will enjoy this blog. I always give 100% effort to all of my blogs. As I always say, God bless you and your family. Peace. Love. See you tomorrow. Goodbye.

Your Ex (even if we are not in a relationship),

Ramueeeeeeeeel

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