Just Rest and Relax

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"Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive"
- Paramore (Emergency, 2005)

    Good day guys. I know all of you are busy today (well, I was meant to be busy, but answering my modules in advance makes my task manageable), but I am here for another blog. Disclaimer, this blog will be a serious tone, so be ready. I hope you will enjoy this, so let's get this started.

    Some of my beloved readers know what is the purpose of this blogsite. This is my medium to release my negativity and my bad feelings and now, I am feeling it. I'm not feeling okay. To be honest, I'm tired of being in a one-sided love and being rejected. Yeah, to be clear, I am a hopelessly in love guy that is still in love with someone that rejected him. The situation of my heart and feelings right now is like a broken teacup that has been repaired because of duct tape. In my case, my heart is broken, but it is repaired by the love of my family and friends, the Vegas Golden Knights and Los Angeles Lakers winning, and the start for the repeat of the Los Angeles Dodgers. I still believe that you will find your love at the right time, but don't get me wrong, I could see myself as a career guy who has an adopted child and has no love life. Again, to be honest, I don't want my efforts to be discredited. I'm just tired of it (sorry to my girl readers especially my 3 ex-crushes who are my readers). 

    To be honest (this has been overused in a smudge so I'm sorry), I am fragile and impatient at the same time. I am too fragile, to the fact that I always fell in love with girls that I have been talking to (sorry. I never meant to do that, but I still do it like I've never learned a lesson). I am also impatient that I really want to have a girlfriend right now. I know, it should be study first, but having a girlfriend has been great as I have seen. I think it is great to be loved, but it is also hard to be brokenhearted.

    Ahh. I don't know what to say. To the 3 ex-crushes that are also my readers, I just want to say I'm sorry. I never meant to cause trouble to you. I wish all of you are happy in your life because I will try to be happy. I think I need to just rest my heart to love another girl (other than my mom and my sister). I wish some of my friends will gonna help me with my problems.

    Thank you for reading this. I hope you will appreciate this. Peace. Love. God bless you and your family, and just like the saying goes, Happy Monday.

Your Friend,

Ramueeeeeeeeel

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