She or She
Hello guys. I'm back after a month-long hiatus. I'm too busy doing my modules, going from one place to another, and supporting my favorite NFL team to get their first winning season since 2007 (and yes they have done it). But I still have some problems, especially in my love life. Well, as my statement on my lock screen says, "MY LOVELIFE HAS RUINING MY LIFE" (I just rephrase a quote from my favorite hockey YouTuber named SteveDangle, search him at YT. He is great on his job.). I'm still confused. I don't know what will be my next move. I will share with you why I'm feeling this stuff.
I don't know who should I pick for two girls as my crush. Don't get me wrong (especially my girl readers), but I am too "fragile" that I am easy to be in love with a girl and now I'm involved in two girls. One just leaves me hanging because he has a job to do and one just also leaves me hanging because there are some power outages and somewhat busy too. They are both nice and beautiful girls. They are both doing their efforts in studying. But I wish it's just like before that I could still talk to them and say my real thoughts. Let's be honest, I can't really say all of the things that they should know here in my blogs so I wish I could talk to them via personal message on Facebook (which is sometimes has some problems). I want to hate them but just like a song by Mr. Lewis Capaldi, I'm just kidding myself. It really looks like I'm Peter Parker (but my shape looks like I'm Ned Leeds {by the way, the actor who acted Ned is a half Filipino and is now a fitness goal too.}) and there are both Mary Jane Watson (or MJ Jones in MCU {which makes sense because the other girl looks like Zendaya, the actress who acted MJ in the MCU}) and Gwen Stacy in my world (because in comics, there are many versions of the earth). I wish I could speak to them personally so I could say all that I could say, even if I look awkward talking to them.
I know that all of my readers love my blogs. I wish you will still love this entry even if I still have rust in blogging. I hope you have a wonderful day. God Bless you all.
Your Friend,
Ramueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
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