The Streaky Lines

 "I've tried quaranfling, but instead of having a lovelife, I've found a girl bestfriend. #Friendship"     Good day guys. I've posted it on Facebook this past September 19. It was received positively (some likes, even laughs, but the good part was SHE loved that post). Today, I've ended a long "blogging break" because I miss blogging (and to fix some flukes on my blogs). I want to tell you about the word "quaranfling". I hope you will enjoy this so lets get this started.     "Quaranfling" is a word that starts with the letter q and ends with the letter e (great definition, right?). Based on what I've resarched (wow, I did it here but in Practical Research 1, not), "quaranfling is an online dating  encounter that begins during quarantine , used as a means to fill the dating void , and ends before quarantine is over. It really say that you talked a lot in this looooooooooooong quarantine, but you will do like what scary cha...

     "It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore."      - Paramore (Last Hope, 2013)     Great lyrics, right? (That's why I like them). That lyrics not just literally sums up my life, but my lovelife too. I've experience too many rejection in life that I'm not afraid of being rejected again. Even if I am rejected, just like a usual Filipino who has experience disasters, I still smile and chin up (that's why I like my countrymen). This is a continuation of I'm used To It... Somehow (If you want to read it again:  https://rbcruzada.blogspot.com/2020/09/im-used-to-it-somehow.html ). Today, I will retell my lovelife and why I wrote this continuation.     I wrote this continuation because of a close friend. Let's just say he is my friend since Grade 7 so he knows me from head to toe. Last night, we've have a great conversation about my letter to her ( If you want to read it again:  https://rbcru...

 Beshie,     Good day. I know you are okay from time to time. I wrote this letter to you so I could say what I can't really say when we talk in Messenger. I know you always like or love my blog posts so I wish you will also love this (just like how my homies love it).     I know from the start we will be friends because we somewhat compliment each other. You are a girl that is quiet and calm and me, well I am flamboyant, energetic, and noisy. But, we also have our similarities. We are a great and fun friends to be with. I know your video that you dance with a gallon bottle (Hahaha. You think I didn't know that huh?). We are both fun to be with. We are both active in school. We are also willing to help our friends. But did you know, you are not my first crush in our classroom? She is you're classmate in Specialize Subject who is Too tall and beautiful (she knew it), but we will  not talk about her because this is for you.     There are some things ...

     "Oh! Denied!"      -Ian Eagle (Every NBA Broadcast)     How can I start? I was rejected by that girl (Why you've hope a lot Ramuel?). I guess this will be the "end" of our love story and the "end" of this series. I will share to you what happened Saturaday night and my reactions about that.      Usual night. I am finished helping my soccer friend downloading Adobe Photoshop CS6 Portable. Then, I see that she is active in Messenger and I said hi. Then she said hello and I asked if she has eaten her dinner and she said yes and then I said I will ask her something then she said what. Then I ask her if I have a shot with her (this question literally look like I pushed myself to the well where Sadako is residing). Then she said the most heartbreaking thing I've ever read this quarantine, "Nothing, sorry.".     Well my first reaction about that is I am super duper sad (in the back of my mind, I was crying). I was heartbroke...

com·pli·cat·ed  /ˈkämpləˌkādəd/  adjective adjective: consisting of many interconnecting parts or elements; intricate. "a complicated stereo system" involving many different and confusing aspects. "a long and complicated saga" medicine: involving complication. "complicated apendicitis"     Previously, I have talked about how did I became close to her, why did I like her, and why did I want to treat her the past Valentines Day. Now, I want to answer a question that is asked by her, Why does my civil status in Facebook is "It's Complicated"? She asked me this before so, this is my answer. Also basically, this is Part 4.     Well, I think it's because of her, I guess. As I mentioned in the past blogs, I didn't know if she love me (but I didn't force her). Maybe because this is really my first time to be close with a girl (except my mom and my sister, of course) and I didn't have any experience about any relationship (except rejec...

      Hello guys. As promise, I will continue my Shivering L.O.V.E Series to a part 3 (she is also waiting for this). I've planned to released this in Wednesday but because my last two blogs was received positively, I decided to released this two days early so let's get it started.     How did we met? Well like me and my soccer friend, she is also in her 6th year in our school. I have seen her some times before but we are not as close as right now. She has a classmate that is formerly my classmate in elementary (and that classmate has a beef history with me that I don't why it started), and I think she know me before I know her, especially in Grade 10 because I am too famous (just ask my soccer friend). And then comes Grade 11. I am so familiar with her so we talked to each other from I think the first day of school until now. And because of that, we became seatmates. I will sit beside her (far with my homies). And that's why we became friends.     Wha...

      Alright,  Alright, Alright. Today I will start a spinoff of the L.O.V.E and Shiver series (if you want to read that series, these are the links: https://rbcruzada.blogspot.com/2020/08/love-not-acronym.html  for Part 1 and https://rbcruzada.blogspot.com/2020/09/shiver-one-way-love.html  for Part 2). In this spinoff series, I will talk about some of my friends, especially close ones. So in this blog, I will fulfill my friend's wish of he having a blog post here in my website. So, lets get it started.     I will not mention his name but let's just say his my classmate for two years now, but just like me, he is also in his 6th year in our school (we are literally one of the loyal people who stayed in Tagaytay City National High School). Well, I asked him why did I don't see him before, then he said he is just in his classroom playing Mobile Legends. And then, I learned that he is a soccer player for our school (not freakish but still okay) and h...

      Hello. The last time I wrote about my favorite band was weeks ago when I wrote about Green Day. Today, I will write about Fall Out Boy.     Composed of Patrick Stump (his real surname is Stumph) in vocals, Pete Wentz in the bass guitar, Joe Trohnman in lead guitar, and Andy Hurley in drums, this band was formed in 2001 in Wilmette, Illinois, a suburb of Chicago. They have released 7 albums named: "Take This To Your Grave" (2003), "From Under The Cork Tree" (2005), "Infinity on High" (2007), "Folie á Deux" (French for  "A Madness Shared by Two") (2008), "Save Rock And Roll" (2013) (my fave), "American Beauty/American Psycho" (2015), and "Mania" (2018). (I think my avid fans know where did I get this).     I started listening Fall Out Boy when I was a kid when my mom was listening to them (literally, and I mean literally my mom influenced my favorite songs and singers). But it became larger when I hear ...

    Ahh. Ehh. Hello there guys. I ended a blogging "pause" because I want to fulfill a request from a girl. You now know that there is a girl who asked me if I have a feelings on her and I said yes. So if Toy Story 1 has Toy Story 2, Age of Ultron has Infinity War and Engame, or Noli Me Tangere has El Filibusterismo, then L.O.V.E (if you want to read it, this is the link: https://rbcruzada.blogspot.com/2020/08/love-not-acronym.html )  will be having a Part 2 named Shiver: A One Way Love (named after a Coldplay song that was released 20 years ago).      After that, we always talk every night from I think  9:00 pm to 11:00 pm or 12:00 mn. She is always active every night while me, I'm active all day (I didn't turn off active status in Messenger). We always talk every thing like our celebrity crushes (well she observed that I have too many crushes not just celebrities but female athletes and I said that I have too many "favorites"), his favorite classmate...