The Streaky Lines

" Now you're gone, I'm really not the same, I guess I have myself to blame Time can't erase the things we said But it gives me time to realize that you're the one instead " - Toto ( I Won't Hold You Back , 1983)      Shall we start?      My mind and my heart are not in a good shape right now. She broke up with me unexpectedly. Yes, technically. Why? We both have feelings for each other. And it ended. To be honest,  I really don't want to tell this, because it could be a one-sided story. I still don't know why did she do it. It is super hard for me to tell this story because I'm still devastated.  I lost my sanity. It really removes all my happiness in my body. All the hopes and dreams that we shared are now gone. I feel guilt, regret, and despair. I don't know why you will do it to the person that you love.      I'm super disappointed. I don't want to be angry with her because the reason why she left is me. It all comes down to me. ...

"What did we just do?!" - Pierre Gasly ( 2020 Italian Grand Prix, which he won )      That is what I'm feeling right now. Still unbelievable.      Hello guys and gals. I'm still tired of what I have done this Sunday. A simple laundry and some brushing in our kitchen. Even if I'm exhausted, I'm here to tell you some story. For this blog, I will give you my updates with my blooming relationship with my blind date companion. This might be one if not the best weeks of my life. I don't want to have a longer intro so, without further ado, let's get it.      What a week for us. Let's start with the sad one. This blog is supposed to be titled "Back To Square One". Why you asked? She said heartbreaking things to me. Not just that, she said it on G Mail, of all the websites, because she blocked me on Messenger. And of all the days, she said it on our first week of friendship. One day before this happened, I observed that she don't want to tal...